I'm not sure how to start one of these off knowing a bunch of strangers will be reading it so they can maintain their grade. I've always had some form of a blog or online journal, having someone you're into reading your thoughts can be an obsessive thing. Reading theirs can be too.
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Okay let's start with school. I am 21, and trying to get un-lost. End of story. Nine months ago I could have told you that I wanted to go to college, but I also wanted to be his army wife, have the kids, and do our dishes. Growing up is the strangest process, you think everything is possible until one day it just isn't. I knew I didn't read a few feminist books in high school for nothing, dreams don't just settle into the sand. I tried to go to LTC when I was 19, but I really hated it. I didn't want to learn about running hotels or restaurants and I knew it. I was setting myself up for failure. So I've been working two jobs for three years in exchange of a college experience, money made me feel less guilt. So here I am, waitress in the morning, learn at night, drink on Saturdays, pay bills and clean on Sundays. I think its an okay balance for now.
its always fun working and school both full time, i had done it last year for the first semester until i had quite my job, went parttime after that but once summer came it was full time and part time jobs, now its full time school and three part time jobs.. the work just never goes away
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